May 8 - 14, 2010 (Days 8073/4 - 8079/80)

There comes a time in life when some of your most strongly held beliefs start shaking at their what you were sure were quite rigidly reasoned and seasoned foundations. The feelings and emotions that you thought were fictional manifest in your scheme of everyday living in a manner as real as possible. Your thoughts keep circulating in an infinite loop never reaching a conclusion neither a deadlock. You also suddenly realise that the world might not be that insane after all, that it might not be doing something just because it is the convention, but because that is what it likes to do, and finds contentment in it. With all reason thrown out of the window, you resemble a hung computer. When you finally shut yourself down, you realise that you are experiencing a bout of lively insomnia. That is when you are struck with the limitless vista of possibilities life has to offer and you wish wholeheartedly that such times last forever.